Tuesday, September 30, 2008
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI PPL!!!
i have a whole lot of things to say.. complain! BUT i wont.. cuz i dont have the luxury of time right now!..
bt anws.. i did manage to met up with ah ngah agn just now.. and i really miss them sooo much! sooo soooo much! sigghhs..
and today was like by far the MOST terrible hari raya eve i ever had.. and the way some ppl can make you feel sooo useless and terrible as if you're existence on earth is redundant! i'll nvr forget it la! i can definitely forgive.. bt nvr forget... how time and time agn.. i ALWAYS.. ALWAYS!! try for the best.. perform to impress.. but it nvr did occur.. whatever it is.. everyday is full of dugaan.. and tt doesnt exclude hari raya or its EVE!
as for now.. SALAM BAHAGIA PPL!!
loves loves loves by ME!
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
i'm soo excited! i FINALLY got my starbucks just now! LOL!! and the BESTEST BEST PART!!!! i got it at a
50% OFF!!!!!!!
apparently TTSH starbucks gives 50% off all drinks and foods to ALL TTSH STAFFS!!! on the last friday of the month!!! OMG!!! can it get any better! i'm getting my monthly dose of starbucks FOR SURE!! LOL!
then i met a very cute tiny lil boy.. one of steve's pt's grandson! sooo cute! not chubby just tiny and rapid! hahahs! i walked him to the main door... and then carried him back to his grandad cubs! and his mom actually says.. "kalau kena culik pun tak tau" HAHAHHAS! means if the lil boy kena kidnapped also nobody knows! LOL!
ohh btw! today marks the end of the 1st week in geron! and the last day for the ITE peeps! =(((! joycelyn was saying.. "HAHS! now you guys gtta serve bedpan.. give urinal.. change diapers! take paras!!! feed them!! charts etc etc etc for THEM!" -LOL!!! irritating not as if we're NOT already doing them! bt i tink they did more! and they did their stuffs sooo FAST i cld barely catch up with them.. and in the end i'll leave them with their stuffs.. and do oth stuffs which they have NOT done! LOL! i wonder how the AN's survive without students!
3rd last day of jurong!
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Friday, September 26, 2008
i didnt like yest.. i dont think i'll like today either.. i totally buke alone ok! there wasnt any other soul in the tearoom till i was abt to leave where some ppl nak curik tulang came in to take a few mins break! hahahahs!!
on the other hand.. what if you're torn between 2 major decision.. between everybody's happiness and a person's own happiness.. and YOU have to make tt critical decision.. which would you pick..
my heart truely goes to decision maker.. -one of my pts cond is deteriorating.. and its really heartbraking to see the ppl arnd her TRYING to stand strong when.. you cld see in their eyes tt they cld no longer take it..
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
can you feel the raya spirit?!
despite not doing much of the spring cleaning... nor busy helping out with the baking of raya kuihs.. neither was i busy helping to sew curtains or clothes..-which of cuz brings me to the fact tt the curtains are not up YET!
anws! the point is... i'm begining to feel the raya spirit! but of cuz.. with full awareness of my very short lived celebrations due to the SUPER SUCKY shifts! anws.. moms cabinet despite not making any kuih is FULL!
let me repeat tt. it is officially full! and it hasnt even strt exchanging with the aunts from dad's side! and nO! she didnt splurge money on those kuih.. however the granny did.. and mom manage to obtain some from the aunts.. and of cuz not forgetting dad getting some from all his suppliers.. we're missing 1 hamper this year from defu lane though! =((((! hahahahs!!
ohhs.. yes! my posting to the geron ward.. its getting better!
i got a shock when i opened up a dressing just now..-my bad for not checking the wound chart etc 1st.. its a necrotic foot... and its not OFTEN tt you see a necrotic digits mahhs! but either ways i count myself lucky tt the digits didnt fall off! LOL!
im supposed to buke alone tmr yet agn!! sooo much of having a malay fella in the same shift! infact both steve and the new malay guy-syafiq wont be arnd tmr!! soooo TOOOOOOT!!! no steve to entertain and complain to for a whole 2 days! and yes yes no companion to buke with!! for both my days of aftnn shift summore!!! SHEEESH!!! and BEST of all!!!! i have to cover 3 cubs! HAH! BEST!
anws!! soooo unexpectedly i met ah ngah tt day!! and i was still in my nursing u..AND he was eating! tt shit head! i was having doubts if it was him initially.. budden! he looked up and saw me staring at him.. and he stared back like nak carik gadoh like tt.. waahh serious man nak kena smack only! den anws.. i was like.. ah ngah??! den he nod like manenyer samseng! and when i was ABT to strt babbling abt how tak senonoh to eat in public during ramadhan! den he realise who the heck i was and drop the stupid samseng image! arse! LOL!
-i seriously wonder! what happen to the religious side of human beings! its not as if they dont know the WAJIB(must) and the SUNAT(ought to).. what must the parents feel abt their kids if they found out tt they are ruining their lives behind the parents back?!
smtg to ponder abt.. anws.. nights ppl.. may the last few days of ramadhan be fruitful ones.. =)))
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
my ed posting has ended.. and its a posting way tooo short i must say! anws 3 more weeks for geron.. and i can guarentee it'll FLY by.. just like the other 2 weeks of posting.. we'll have this malay guy in our wrd.. and.. just HOPEFULLY he'll be a nice fella so tt at least i can have a companion for buke! worst situation.. i'll drag steve to buke with me agn! hahahhas!! tt guy can seriously NOT FAST sehhs! at 5 plus dah strt complaining..
"ehh nadd... i'm hungry!!.. very hungry!!"
ass rights! then in the end i went dwn at 630 to get my foods... so when i'm gg back to A&E.. all the oth malay staffs are just abt to go and get their food! sheesh! hahahs!
ok enough..
we're already in our LAST 10 days of RAMADHAN! god!! have anyone ever hope for ramadhan to be longer?! 1 month to do incredible good deeds is seriously not enough.. i tink for majority of us.. the sins we created despite the fact that all the satans are tied up is still humongous!
one of the greatest things abt MY RAMADHAN is tt.. thx to dad.. every year my ramadhan has a whole new meaning to it.. i'll meet new ppl.. new friends.. and gained new experiences..and yes of cuz.. attained new scars and injuries! hahahs!! especially for iyun. i tink we're all ohh sooo accustomed to superficial burns! sigghhs... and its great!
mom had this conv with me sometime back.. but its still stuck to me..
mom: do you feel burden to help your dad?
me: not really.. i like the environment..
mom: what you're getting are life experiences.. lifelong skills.. and REAL people.. things that some ppl dont even get to experience throughout their life..
=)))! you wldnt imagine what ppl do just to earn tt extra bucks...
anws i have great parents.. and with recent events i tink the whole family.. as in literally the whole family including the aunts and cousins are bonded even closer.. and i'm begining to treasure pl arnd me more! =)) RAMADHAN is indeed the mulia-est month! and i'm gg to geared up for lailatulqadar-insyaallah!-it might actually be over too.. since today is the 21st.. nevertheless.. increasing our ibadah in RAMADHAN for the LAST 10 days will not bring any harm to us.. =))
MALAM LAILATULQADAR
Ramadan 1429H/2008M semakin berakhir. Mukmin sejati semakin menggiatkan ibadah mereka khususnya di seluruh 10 malam terakhirnya, yakin pahala di salah satu dari malam-malam tersebut digandakan pahalanya sebanyak ibadah yang sama dikerjakan selama 1000 bulan! Itulah malam Lailatul Qadar. Pada 10 malam tersebut, demi berebut untuk mendapatkannya, Rasulullah saw mengasingkan dirinya dari isteri-isterinya, beriktikaf di dalam Masjid Nabawi, beribadah dan bermunajat kepada Allah swt sambil diikuti oleh para Sahabat ra.
Firman Allah swt bermaksud, “Sesungguhnya Kami menurunkan (Al-Quran) dalam malam Lailatul Qadr. Tahukah kamu apa itu malam Lailatul Qadr. Malam Lailatul Qadr lebih baik dari 1000 bulan. Malaikat dan ruh turun pada malam itu dengan izin Tuhan mereka dalam semua urusan. Salam (sejahtera) malam tersebut hingga naik fajar” (Al-Quran).
Diantara ibadah-ibadah yang boleh dilakukan semasa Qiyamullail di malamnya dan Iktikaf di siangnya ialah puasa fardhu, berbuka, solat Tarawih, tilawah Al-Quran, berdoa, zikir, istighfar, memuhasabah diri, merancang untuk amalan diri, keluarga dan Dakwah dan sebagainya.
Bersedia untuk merebutnya dari sekarang terutama disegi keyakinan, kesungguhan merebut peluang tahunan ini dan merancang kalender harian agar mengosongkan 10 malam-malam terakhir tersebut untuk tujuan itu semata-mata, tidak untuk kesibukan lain.
Memahami bahawa dimana jawatan, kedudukan dan kesibukan kita di dunia ini, tujuan utama manusia dijadikan ialah untuk beribadah kepada Allah swt dengan penuh keikhlasan, bersedia untuk “Hari (Akhirat) yang tiada gunanya lagi harta dan anak-anak, melainkan orang yang bertemu Allah dengan hati yang sejahtera” (Al-Quran).
Semoga Allah mengurniakan ketaqwaan kepada kita setelah menjalani ibadah di bulan Ramadan ini. Kita keluar darinya nanti dengan beroleh rahmah, keampunan dan selamat dari api neraka. Ameen.
“Sesiapa yang tidak peduli urusan umat Islam, dia bukan dari kalangan mereka” (Hadis)
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
so what's new?
the fact im posted to the infamous tan tock seng ED.. or better known A&E..and with a BCLS cert in hand.. what better place to perform cpr?! and master the art of basic procedures.. made new kawan baik.. and one is super duper extremely smart.. i feel super INFERIOR!!!! and tt's not good! but its ok.. cuz the kawan baik is suppose to help me rights! LOL!
3 days down.. 2 more days to go.. i tink i'll miss ED.. everywhere i was being posted! i feel like i shld pass out there! LOL!! previously it was OT.. then now.. since im in ED.. i tink ED would be a nice place to pass out in..hahas..
anws just now me and the stevey wonder were in observation room.. and the pts keep on coming in.. till they were forced to open up the decon room! hahas.. see sg's busiest emergency department! to the extend of hiring agency nurses too!
AND!
i passed all my modules.. alhamdullillah! finally manage to see A's in my result slips! i COULD HAVE obtain more A's! they were all sooooo cloooseee!!! SHEESH!!! if only i'd studied harder! and not cramp last min info's as a habit! sigh.. but still alhamdullillah! really! =))))
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
on fri was officially my.. and our last day in OT.. our last day in the FREEZING department.. our last day wearing the scrub dress.. and the OT cap.. LOL!
me and shidah spend our morning pushing empty trolley beds in the Pre-op.. and when we're suppose to be spending our time in the Day surgery department.. the 2 of us run off and hide ourselves in 2 seperate op theater! LOL!!! anws me and wai hung spend our last hour in ortho.. yes ortho! i know i hate ortho op.. but i still end up there.. it was pretty interesting.. they're inserting AVF! and so the 2 of us watch as the surgeons get hold of the vein and artery and yadaa yadaa yadaa...-funnily now then i get the goosebumps! and shidah went off with jue to watch partial gastrectomy.. they even manage to see the rugae ok! im jealous! LOL!!! but yes yes.. i manage to see drilling of bones and stuff! LOL!!!!!!
but we didnt stay till end of op.. cuz... ITS 4PM!!!!! hahahas.. we got changed and got our arses off to geylang! LOL!! it wasnt packed.. im impressed.. i hrd the stall holders sells ALOT.. but at the no. of outcomes.. esp for a fri night.. its pretty sad actually... anws.. we wandered arnd and buke at a void deck like anak buangan.. damn HILARIOUS on how jue turn us all into kiasu muslims within minutes! LOL!
bump into nisa! hahahas! and some nyp-ians..and abg lan! andd... i finally laid my hands on dendeng! =))))
ohh yes.. there might be a possibility that i just MIGHT! lay my hands on riding license! shidah wanna join me?! LOL!!-i was greatly influenced by yazid! tt fella MUST stop with all his motorcycle stuff to me! graaaahS! SHORT! but scrambler ok.. 1st time i have a mat scrambler tegur-ing me while on the road.. soo shocked la.. even dad seems surprised! LOL!!
ohhh talking abt surprised!
SN MARDY: come come let me show you how to d/c an empty drip..(mendling mendling mendling) SURPRISED! -as the drip was disconnected!
LOL! damn lame right! hahahahs! PACU nurses are the funniest.. weirdest.. and the best la! LOL!!! i got an SN who spoke cum friendly argue-ing with me abt the correct ways to put on a naso-prongs, in mandarin.. all the way! LOL! and i still dont tink she realise im a malay.. LOL! see see! LOL!!
okok goodnight!
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008
i scrub my very first case just now!.. -you'd be soo proud of me.. if only you're there to see.. or just to listen.. =|
anws.. it was ok.. the case was Lt ingiunal hernia.. not as major as the Rt inguinal hernia case before my case.. the drs were nice.. the OR wasnt crowded and therefore lesser pressure.. the SSN.. SN and even the HCA pakcik was arnd me from scrubbing all the way through the procedure and decon! sooo nice of them can..
the pakcik words to me while i was scrubbing my hands were.. "bagus.. cube jgn tak cube.. mesti branikan diri utk blajar... hands on.." =)) HCAs in OT are like super nice..
these ppl makes OT life seems soo simple.. too simple..
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Monday, September 08, 2008
my very first day in OT.. operating theater.. let me just conclude it as.. a very draining day! hahahas..
anws.. i was having a very productive talk with dad the oth day.. and he actually voice out his opinion on ppl nowadays.. how silly we human beings are growing up to.. and yadaa yadaa yadaa... he conclude his talk with quote from a song.. "si dia gila boxing.. bininya jadi sasaran.."
AHAHAHAHS! dont ask me from which century the song was from.. LOL! i've nvr hrd of it either!
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
today marks my last day of the weeek to be dwn to jurong to help dad.. with attachment starting on mon!
and today is soo ultra noiiiiissssyyyyyy!!! LOL!! damn funny.. i dunno my days there have me having a whole lot of intra-personal CURSING! LOL!!! ok partly cuz im tired.. tired is seriously UNDER DESCRIBING! but anws.. yes! a whole lot of tt.. and a whole lot of interpersonal jokes! seriously.. the ppl arnd me are soo great... -at least on the outside.. but yeah.. at the end of the day.. upon breaking fast.. god.. sometimes you wonder.. i wonder where do we get the energy to continue crapping and laughing.. bt yeah.. i had a singing session with yazid and alicia just now! LOL! damn funny laaaaaaa!!!! both me and yazid were clueless abt the song tt alicia was singing.. bt we just cheer her on.. and alicia cried when yazid was gg off.. and yazid actually come back and pujuk her ok!! soo nice of him rights! LOL!!!-his fault also anws.. he go ask if she wanna vroom vroom with him! LOL!-carik pasal rights! LOL!! anws his helmet is soo god damn gorgeous! shidah would scream i swear!
i present to you alicia! =))
did i mention today is damn funny.. it strted off with a supposedly wake up txt frm azrie.. which is unsuccessful.. he knows tt.. and thus leave the job to my mom! LOL!.. and then.. when its time to head over to jurong.. i see my dad struggling with the apam's mixture's tong! and i guess tt.. my mom has decided to punish me with the extra load cuz i had make her life difficult for sahur! LOL!-which is of cuz not the case.. and thus.. the whole day of me asking myself.. when is the mixture finishing?! and when it does! my mom got a yelling from me! LOL LOL LOL!!!!! she was laughing more then heartily! trust me! LOL! but honestly today.. by 4pm.. we're all damn shagged.. n i'm just gg on to complete the adunan.. which finishes by 6.. with ppl still showing their dissapointed face.. and some BETTER STILL!!! look at their watch once i say.. sorry finish already.. LIKE WTH!!!! i feel like smaking their heads with the senduk ok! i stand there for hours.. of cuz shorter hours as compared to psr mlm.. bt still its fasting month! HOW DARE THEY LOOK AT THEIR WATCH AS IF TO SAY NOW ONLY WHAT TIME! ass!! -i break fast already! LOL!!
anws..makmok help me say.. abg tmr la ok.. besok dtg siang sikit! LOL!!!!
see see i told you ppl are nice! =)))
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Friday, September 05, 2008
i got my license already!!!!!! and i wasnt even home to receive it personally from the postman! how sadde!-i know.. LOL! my mom like straight away called me upon receiving it.. but i was like god damn busy... and so i just thrust the phone to dad who passed the msg as.. 'your mom say your mesin has arrived' hahahahs!!! but yeah wad else sounds like mesin besides license! LOL!!.. btw MESIN is machine.. in malay.. LOL!
ok.. the past few days has been ohh soo ultra tiring.. hectic!and i dunno how else to describe it..its like i see the WORST!!!!!!!!! side of human being.. wait!! OF MUSLIMS! during the holy month of ramadhan!! does tt statement sound contradicting?! YES IT DOES! i have yet to see worst laaa... but as for now.. i tink its enough for me to istighfar and really hope i nvr be close to any of them..
on the same note.. the place dad got.. is alllll the way at jurong! YES soooo FARRR!!! and the place is damn CRAMP laaa!! LOL... bt alhamdullillah.. alls good...
and i befriend yazid... this guy who goes awak awak kite kite.. who is DELUSIONAL! he thinks he's only 3 1/2 years old! LOL!!!!-when he introduces himself to this 3 yr old kid! sooo funny!
ok listen to this! he kena *pomp*-as quoted by seri- by mak jah (our very lovely neighbour).
mak jah: eh syg name kau sape ah..
yazid: name kite? name kite yazid.. tapi mak boleh panggil kite comel la.. =DDDD
mak jah: ish PERASAN! dah tue2 bangke panggil comel! dah besar gedabak! comel utk org2 yg kecik molek.. slim2 la!!!
a whole lot of us were already laughing OUT LOUD!
yazid: ehhs.. kite nie tak cukup slim ke.. kan dah kering nie..
mak jah: sudah la kau! LOL!!!
LOL LOL LOL!!!!!
ohh yes!!!!!
SHA!!! i finally fix it! LOL!!! i know its like sooo loong ago.. but yeah i finally fix it! LOL!!!
and and and!!! DEFAULTED!!!!!!!!!! you see those powerpuffs there!!! LOL!!! thank you once agn.. they're like damn cute! LOL!!
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